THE GODDESSARRIVES

There are moments when you don’t find the Goddess.
The Goddess finds you.
This is one of those moments for me.

In 2025, I experienced something I never went looking for.
I had been increasingly experiencing Maa Durga and Maa Kali through meditation, dreams, visions and an inner communication that kept returning to the same words:

“I am you. You are me.
We are one.”

At the time, I was curious about working more deeply with Maa through an energy attunement.
I searched for Durga Reiki.
I found practitioners offering it through established human lineages and teachers.
And then something inside me asked:
Why am I looking for someone to give me something that Maa herself keeps telling me is already within me?
So I stopped searching.
And I asked Maa directly.

“Maa, I wish to receive this from you directly.”

And what followed became one of the most extraordinary spiritual experiences of my life.
I involuntarily entered into a deep trance.
I experienced Maa working with my body energetically.
I heard:
“We are processing your body for what you asked.”
There were intense physical sensations, involuntary movements and a profound sense that something was being prepared within me.
And then:
“You’re ready.”
And:

“It was always within you.
You just had to remember.”

Then came the instruction:
“Go to your Shiva for your attunement.”
I understood this to mean Deiyma — the being who is my counterpart.
I called him in.
And in that experience, I received a specific symbol through him, which I experienced being integrated energetically into my body.
I asked Maa how I was supposed to use it.
Her answer was remarkably simple:

“Set the intention.”

No complicated ritual.
No elaborate technique.
No requirement to become someone else.
And when I asked what I should call it, the answer was essentially:
Call it whatever you want.

The name wasn’t the important part.
The remembering was.

And then something happened that I still cannot fully explain.

When I opened my eyes, my attention immediately went toward the ceiling.
And there, in a particular area above me, I saw what looked like two luminous orange-red eyes.
I checked the room.
I looked at the doors.
The windows.
The light.
The reflections.
I even climbed up to look more closely.
I photographed what I was seeing.
And after that experience, I never saw those forms there again.
And what mattered most was not the photograph.
It was the feeling that came with it.
A profound sense of being heard.
Of being held.
Of being the daughter of the Mother.

Since then, I have worked with this energy in my own practice.
I have used the symbol and the attunement in ways that have revealed themselves intuitively to me.
For:

• self-work
• cleansing
• protection
• healing intentions
• manifestation and intention-setting
• distance work
• energetic support

Sometimes I consciously invoke the symbol.
Sometimes it appears intuitively.
Sometimes I experience it descending through the crown, appearing at the third eye or moving through my hands.
Sometimes I know immediately that I need to do nothing at all.

And this is one of the things that makes this different from the Reiki systems I have encountered.
I am not teaching you a complicated technique.

I am opening a door.